CJL

Count down starts now!

2011-11-22T18:59:00.002+08:00

2 more days to go
then i will be in terengganu with jo
:D

miss my little family and my family (confusing haha) so much
can't wait to get back to jb on 2nd december
i will be counting down from now on
haha
:P

life, don't be too short for me and my loved ones please :)

简单=快乐

2011-11-11T14:15:00.005+08:00

到底是因为什么感到孤单呢
真的很不了解自己

最近看了一部不错的戏
多谢洁雯介绍给淑琳
《我可能不会爱你》

戏里讲了很多的道理
吸收了不少
总觉得该领悟些什么

心好像罢工了
总是不告诉我她在想什么
怎么摸也摸不清
脑倒是很卖力
总是转啊转的
越想越多越离谱

到底我是希望快点长大结婚生子
还是想永远当个大小孩被人照顾
有时真的很矛盾

日子过得不怎么开心
又是为什么

想了一下
结论是
想太多浪费时间
好好的一天又荒废掉了

写太多
怕也会想太多
该去读书了
可怕的两个星期还在等着我

这时候
应该也只能对自己说
加油别放弃
你这个笨蛋
今天明天会更好

:)

p/s: 陈柏霖很可爱

梦想在哪里

2011-08-16T23:40:00.004+08:00

其实把人生想得简单些会过得快乐一点
我是这么觉得的

梦想很重要
它能让你清楚自己人生的方向
给你努力的动力

我的梦想到底是什么
为什么怎么想怎么找就是得不到我的答案

有时候
我是不是把人生想得太简单了呢

mwuacksss!

2011-07-12T20:56:00.002+08:00

feeling lonely right now
wish you are here with me all the time

love u, jenn.
:)

My day :)

2011-07-05T23:53:00.003+08:00

birthday coming in few minutes time
super excited :D
first time celebrate birthday without family and my best friends
don't know whether it will be a nice one or not

i will pray hard :)

Happy birthday, Cheong Jia Li.
Officially 18,
say hello to my brand new world! :D

hey, subang

2011-06-27T23:24:00.003+08:00

back to subang again
after my 2 weeks holiday
so sad :(
the only good thing about it is i'm nearer to jenn now
:D

result ain't that good
compared to the rest of my classmates
have to really study hard now
i can't always be a lazy bom bom
:P

xuan's back now
looking forward for her to come kl and meet up with all my little family members
miss them so so much :)
and i'm missing my jb home now
:(

mummy's friend's relatives are friendly :)
hope i can tumpang her car back again next time

Lesson of the day : I'm a super lucky girl, compared to many other unfortunate people around the world. So, stop complaining and cherish every moment I have from now on. :)

Him ♥

2011-05-07T22:13:00.004+08:00

in china, the first time we met :)

our first outing, with my sis

first gift from him, a panda from beijing

when he came to subang :D :

wing's cafe

the street cafe

bubba gump

TGI friday

when we back to JB together :

danga bay

after swimming at some club in permas jaya

:D

SPM result

2011-03-23T17:43:00.002+08:00

4 A+ 5A 1 A- 1B+
guess what subject i got B+
.
..
...
....
.....
yup is sejarah
i expected this tho

mum quite happy with my results
not bad la
10 A's 1 B
:P

going back on saturday or sunday
busy enjoying my life lately
lazy to update my blog
haha
jun's going inti nilai soon
gonna miss him a lot
:(
good luck for your studies
we love you :D

wan to watch 'Dream High' on pps now
bye ppl :)

2011-01-31T17:33:00.010+08:00

"Life is short. But it is also the longest thing anyone ever does. What can you do that's longer than it??"

i wish i can live my life to the fullest
maybe i should try
then i won't be feeling so lonely here
haha
:D

really don't know whether i should contact him or not
wish we can chat like a friend
without looking back to the past
i know this is very difficult for him
but when i say i want to treat him as a very good friend
i really mean it
trust me for the last time
please

going back to jb tomorrow
can't wait to lie down on my BIG and comfortable bed
haha
Taylor's is really cool
the facilities, services all that
superb
haha
classmates are funny
maybe a little bit crazy sometimes
but i really like them very much
:)

bought lots of cny clothes last saturday with chu chu and raymond

shirt and necklace from forever 21

some funny t shirts and singlet from unknown shop
love panda!! haha

singlet from MNG

the last piece for 's' size from cotton on :D

polka dots dress from cotton on

and a small small bag for jie jie hehe :p

spent so much made me dun dare to buy clothes for the rest of this year
should try to record down how much i spend every month
maybe when i see the amount i'll quit shopping for 1 year
haha

been eating ice cream for few days
this is one of the ice creamssss

watermelon ice cream
is real watermelon blended with ice cream
really nice :D
but have to exercise more now
haha
k k
bye bye people
:D

Taylorians :)

2011-01-24T21:59:00.005+08:00

everything is so new here
still trying to get used to it
hope i can enjoy my college life as a Taylorians :D

classmates are really cool
although most of them speaks english
which is very difficult for me
but i still get to know some of them
they are nice
and cute too haha

always hang out with chu chu, chu's bro, shu ling and liping lately
they are so so so funny
haha
cant stop laughing when chatting with them
don't know how i want to survive in subang after 1 year
sometimes i really wish i take SAM not A level

been sleeping late last week
panda eyes pops out again
together with very very bad skin
i have started to eat apples since yesterday
hope i can get back my healthy body by cny
:)

these are the snowflakes near taylor's
the most famous in subang haha

i can bring u to eat the snowflakes if u come to visit me in subang
haha
so faster come
:P

i can turn off lights and sleep now
thanks to the stars, the good night messages
and also the fatty panda
haha
i hug it every night
:D

sleep early, people
although i sleep late everyday
haha
:p
good night

JB i miss u :)

2011-01-21T20:37:00.003+08:00

college life is so tiring
thought it can relax a little bit after spm
didn't know it will be so busy from the starting

met lots of new faces
my mentor is so so cute :D
i think i have seen her somewhere before
she think so too
but we both don't know is when and where
she's really like a mummy of our class
like her to the max XD

classmates are cool
they get high easily
but i till onw only talk to some of them
not all
quite hard for me to communicate with them
because they all speak english
and my english is like those kind zapalang pasar english
can't believe i chat with 3 indian girls in english for more than half an hour today
super big news weyyy
haha

looking forward to class trip
maybe i can have the chance to de-stress myself
:)

so tired right now
lazy to write so much
haha
bye people
if there's anyone reading my blog
haha
bye bye

First day in Taylor's :)

2011-01-18T20:55:00.005+08:00

first day was quite ok
some of the classmates are really funny
we laughed during the whole ice breaking session
my mouth is senget now
haha
laughed too much just now

had dinner in my room tonight
so tired don't feel like going out
thanks chu chu and her bro for the fried rice! :D
really nice but too oily
so i'm drinking tea now
haha
trying to make myself healthy as a horse
hehe

class starts at 8a.m. tomorrow
i don't want to wake up so early bathe again
nobody will look at me anyway
haha
mentor of our class had already started discussing about the class trip
skytrex maybe
haha
looking forward to it
sure it'll be fun
:D

might be sleeping early tonight
need to wake up early tomorrow
i dun want to die right after i entered Taylor's College
haha
so
good night people
i miss JB
:)

Fatty panda

2011-01-17T17:17:00.003+08:00

Meet my super fatty panda haha

so this is the souvenir i got from my shy neighbour
he refused to take picture with it haha
finding name for this fatty panda
really shocked when i first saw it
so fat haha
thought it was a mashimaro
:D

sunway pyramid is really big
things are expensive too
didn't get to buy formal dress and high heel shoes
no mood to shop when i see the price tag
mega sale faster come plsss
haha

the couples in the living room downstairs really yucks me
lying on the sofa chatting when there's parents and 'kids' around
why can't they do that in their room
ishhh

anyway today still a happy day for me
:D
going carrefour later for tissue papers all that
hope i can get all the things i need by today
trying to make my room feel more like my home
:)

didn't get to sleep well last night
i left the light on although i knew it'll be very hard to fall asleep
room's dark
no choice
miss my home
and the food
oh ya
no more maggi tonight
haha
:D

need to rest now
so tiring went out for so long time
bye :)

first night in subang :D

2011-01-16T23:33:00.005+08:00

went to snogurt after lunch
taste like ice cream
healthy and nice :D

and i finally get to see my room

before cleaning :

my second table for lotion and cups all that and my bed

my first table for homework and laptop

my sharing toilet and my two cupboards for clothes and luggage

my new home slippers from china :D
so nice to wear haha

fb-ing right after i move in haha

there's no more plug downstairs so i decided to boil water in my room
haha :D
really shocked when i turn it on
because it suddenly showed blue light from inside out
i din buy wrongly haha
love blue to the max!!

room after complete cleaning :

funniest thing of the day :
having maggi mee in front of my laptop wif da vinci code beside
haha

my room is big
super satisfied
haha
bathroom dirty and old
but still acceptable
:D

din get to meet all my housemates
hope they are friendly
i ll pray hard tonight
haha
need to buy a lot of stuff tomorrow
hope i can find them all
i ll pray harder haha
high chance to get my souvenir tomorrow
haha
i won forget :p

subang is quite similar to jb
i can heard cars from my room's window
same like my house
so i'm feeling quite happy now
but still miss my family and little family a lot
hope u all will be fine
i love u all :D

waking up at 9am tomorrow
good night, ppl
hope there's always good things come along with new stuff
haha
maybe i ll pray for the whole night and dun get to sleep
haha
ok la
bye :)

2 more days :D

2011-01-14T00:43:00.005+08:00

went facial with mummy today
skin is in horrible condition now
haha but seems like it is always the same
i think i need to put mask everyday
:)

this photo was taken yesterday in maybank
their service really terrible :(
the workers busy acting 'busy' while i was staring at them
i never use the word 's*ck' before
but that word really suits them well
:P

been trying to get my little family gather at cs tmr
but everyone is so busy
luckily i still get to meet with the guys tomorrow night
excited
:D

i didn't get to sleep early these few days
didn't get to read da vinci code too
miss my friends so much
yeaps and jun!!
your task tomorrow : make me laugh non-stop
this won't be hard because i will start laughing when i see you all
haha
and jia you ah fang!!
undang tomorrow huh??
Gambateh!
don't worry too much because our family have smart genes
hehe
1 a.m. now
i should be sleeping on bed
haha
good night :)

3 more days to go :D

2011-01-12T22:39:00.001+08:00

miss my little family so much
don't know when we can gather at one place chit chat play play again
wish i can see some of you during cny
:)

can't concentrate on reading da vinci code
thinking too much about my souvenir maybe
haha
11pm sharp
i will be staring at my hp hehe
:p

got my first card today
excited XD
i will use it wisely mummy
don't worry :)
hope i won't forget the password
i actually entered 7 numbers when there's only 6 needed
can't believe i'm so dumb
XD

miss a lot of ppl these few days
can't wait to meet with all of them
take care everyone
especially those who are currently in freezing country
i love u all :')

2011

2011-01-10T20:13:00.010+08:00

went 'wei cheng' to have steamboat with my little family last week
our last complete gathering before 3 jie (shayne) went to uk

everyone's busy eating haha
especially our da ge
forgot to take a family photo :(
but i believe we still have chance to take, right??

then on 5th of jan
we went changi airport to send off our 3 jie and kuok zhen
she cried so much on tat day

we will meet up again after 6 months don't worry
:D

the next day went out with my neighbour
haha or my long lost brother
to fetch chia lea back to ulu tiram and had our breakfast
pelangi to ulu tiram
u are so nice wey haha

he's so shy haha

12pm something we went out again with my sis
to bukit indah this time
also very far away
we reached bukit indah jusco
and found out there's no cinema there
so we ended up having our lunch there
can't believe both of them never eat in 'stonegrill' before
he actually thought the food is cooked when it is served
speechless = =

after that we went to cs for the movie
movie was the real purpose of the outing actually
so we decided to watch Gulliver's Travel after a long 'discussion'
sis and i were forced to drink seven up and eat potato chips during the movie
after movie we decided to have dinner in cs
i brought them to 'summer' and again
can't believe they don't know about rice burger
maybe they both lao kok kok long time didn't go cs
haha :p

a photo of me after reached home
spot my new Soviet Union army watch
loving it :D

an interesting day with my long lost brother and my baby-like sis
don't know when we could meet up like this again
in kl or subang perhaps
i will win the bet haha
see you again after 1 month
haha
oh ya
i will be going up to subang house this sat or sun
hope that my room will be nice
pray for me :)
and my voice is coming back to me slowly
can't wait to sing out loud
haha ok ok
take care, ppl
everyone's falling sick recently
don't let the virus defeat us!!
haha
bye :D

2010 2011

2011-01-02T12:26:00.006+08:00

back to single right before my trip to china
no special reason for this
i think i ll be ok
right??

went to 6 days 4 nights trip with my friends
then to china for 10 days
both are fun
10 days in china 7 days snowing
made me don't feel like coming back m'sia
haha so bad la me
:p

met some really interesting ppl during the china trip
such a coincidence we met a family from the street next to my house
this is what our shanghai's super funny tour guide said
'FATE'
we called the gor gor 'xiao bai' because his skin is so fair
met 1 funny singapore family also
their son so rude that i never bother to try and talk to him
and there's one very nice jie jie
currently studying in sydney
she's vy friendly but her bro never talk to other people
:)

love shanghai so so much
:D
the night view there is so nice
lights really make everything different
i want a house with beautiful lights in the future
haha
thinking too much already
miss my little family so so so much
bought some small things for them
not very nice don't complain! :P

maybe i need a rest
maybe no need
slept so much on the plane
sometimes i really think myself as a piggy
not a panda maybe
does a panda sleep so much??
no perhaps
haha
ok la
enough enough
here raining
suddenly miss snowing so much
miss china
miss the people in the group
miss everything so much makes me feel like crying
:)

bye my friends

our group photos in shanghai
miss our funny tour guide :)

2010-12-22T13:31:00.001+08:00

My dear little family and friends
i love u all
to the max!!!

A kiss - that's all you need to light up a tree

2010-12-16T01:41:00.005+08:00

i love this christmas tree
wish i can try it so much
why malaysia don't have one :(

Baby's birthday coming soon!
but i'm not able to celebrate with him this year
so sorry baby :(
enjoy your 18th big day ok??
i know u will :D

going trip with friends tonight
i haven't packed my luggage yet haha
so lazy to pack
don't know which clothes to bring aihh
will go until 21st night
then 22nd night i'll be in changi airport for my china trip with family :D
going to harbin, shanghai and other places
i checked my sis's iphone just now
harbin is only -20 degree celcius
don't know how i want to survive there
maybe i'll become a snowwoman when i'm back
:p

oh ya baby's birthday
suddenly decided to edit my blog for his coming birthday
going to sleep now
sorry baby i bluff u
this is one of the surprise haha
sms me when u see my blog ok

18th january will be my first day in taylor's college
hope everything there will be fine
chu chu will take care of me :P

i love christmas so much :)
the chrstmas songs make me feel so happy
loves christmas tree and everything about christmas
how nice will it be if we celebrate christmas everyday
:)

no chance to update my blog again
bye , my blog
see u in 2011

merry christmas people
and happy birthday baby :D

yea my hair can stop dropping already :D

2010-10-17T21:10:00.003+08:00

i think i'm the happiest girl in the world
i have my amazing family
i have my fantastic friends
i have my dearest baby
:D

have been headache for few days
for future studies thing
and i have finally made up my mind today
i will take a level in taylor!

i know it's hard
but is there anything easy in this world before you really try and experience it?
i want to try my best
i know i can do it
:)

realized that study is not all about exams last month
i know it's so so late
but at least i know it right now :)
maybe i can do well in college and uni
not maybe
i definitely will :D

i know i am very weird and mafan
keep changing my mind
sorry my friends and my baby
won change anymore
dun worry haha

thanks everyone for their opinion
i love you all!!

have to go bath now and give my brain some rest
bye people :D

funny photos will be uploaded by my sis and my cousin in facebook

picnic :D

2010-10-08T23:40:00.004+08:00

wonderful day with my wonderful friends :D
and not forgetting the yummy food we brought along

priceless memories
a history for 8 of us :D

love u all my friends!

shuo shze song jun fang lea xuan li 友谊万岁!!!

wonderful people in my life

2010-10-01T00:41:00.006+08:00

so hard to get mummy to take a photo

curi curi take wan looks better :P

shouldn't sit in front of mirror
make my camera so busy :D

these were taken last week
so lazy to blog sometimes
i know i'm a lazy piggy :p
felt so good having nice time with my family :D

Date : 30 Sept 2010
Event : Redbox day

went redbox with chia lea, qing fang, xuan, shuo, shze, su liong and also jia jun
we sang so crazily especially su liong with his high-pitched voice

this video is the boys singing after the girls went back except me
don't know why they so high to sing this song
and i heard bao chun lai in the lyrics :D
a fang a fang!

we sang from 2 plus till 7 plus
powerful le
:D
most of the photos are in jia jun's hp
will ask him to upload to fb soon

baby jia you
dun so stress ok
i now trying my best to understand how you feel
then maybe things wont be so hard for both of us
:)
i love u
and i wont leave you even though i feel sad sometimes
because you are tan zhen wei
the one i love :)

fighting! :D
for both of us

cherish behind me :D
love you and him so much
muakxzzz

Holiday with little Yiko

2010-09-13T22:44:00.006+08:00

Guess who is this!

Yiko!!

her eyelashes super long man :D

and she have a xian nv bang

before we left for kota tinggi

in supermarket

in car..yiko play non-stop all the way from jb to kota tinggi

cute girl

gaaa

i hold her before when she was only 6 months old
and now she's 5 already
time really flies, right?
:D
i'll be an old auntie soon
aihh

someone's exam is coming soon
not really soon la
you still have 1 month time haha :P

aza aza~~
fighting!

this means jia you
i know you don't know haha :P

really like handsome guy with bright smile now haha
(stars only) not normal ppl
so baby don't worry
your smile not bad too

i changed my songs
although many ppl say they like the old song
:)
new songs nice too
the second one i put it is juz for the video

:D

first week of holiday

2010-09-12T00:20:00.005+08:00

Date : 9 September 2010
Event : Comp team gathering - AA & NA + yinching
Venue : The Roost

jethro aka the rocker

spot tan haha

beasts kept in cage
lol haha joking :P

i'm a inner rocker !! ( don't laugh )

'pee pee!!!' jet keep honking at alex's car

our gathering became a girls' shopping trip at first
after more than half an hour only start to 'gather' together :D

and jia nee came to my house the next day
for our small gathering :D

took some really cute photos with her polaroid camera

not bad right??
:D

mummy's fren came my house to stay today
she brought along her daughter and granddaughter Yiko
she's super duper cute :DD
ll try to post her photos up tmr
din get to take some with her

and i like Kim Hyun Joong very much lately
he's cute and super funny :D

and he can play guitar very well

was watching his shows this whole week
really very funny made me keep laughing
finally understand why my sis can keep laughing so loud in front of com last time

in <我们结婚了> with hwang bo

don't really know how they took this photo
really nice and funny :D

and i watching this also
the new korea version <恶作剧之吻>

watch if you were free :D
really nice

late now
tuition tmr
bye bye :D

Webcam wif sis

2010-09-06T12:26:00.004+08:00

first day took wif mummy :D
mummy said," so ugly i dun wan!!"

then last night we 2 started to take some funny funny photos

oww

stretched

ghosts

kena shocked by lightning

sucked by something

we mixed together!

and this is the best photo
the funniest wan..i can't even recognize myself

and we slowly backed to normal

vintage

tadaaa! finished

:D
we slept at about 4 a.m.
crazy girls
:p

Happy birthday to shu ling!!
wish her happy always :D
bbq tonight
HOORAY!!!
dont throw ppl into swimming pool plss
:D

Photos stories :D

2010-09-03T23:20:00.005+08:00

our cherish baby says hi!

my mum's fren's daughter Ling Li

Hamburger face!

blaaa

i like her so so much XD
i love all cute babies

first time eat yogurt without ppl forcing me
miracles do happen sometimes :D

all thanks to this mulberry juicy jam

add lots into the home-made yogurt

purple + white

and the real berry! ( super nice wei)

exam finished
going to enjoy my holiday
altho i dun think i did well
:)

badminton wif ah lea, fang, shuo, shze, su liong and jia jun
no lunch and keep playing for 2 hours
we all are dead beat right now
i supposed to be on bed relaxing
but i think blogging is more important than my sleeping
somebody ll read and maybe in good mood
i hope u ll :D

baby's coming back very soon
cant wait to see him
how long since last time we went out?
so long till i dunno id
haha
sorry maybe i cant company u for ur bday this year
give u this big heart first (not really give la is show, this is not mine)

hope u won mind if we celebrate on other day
scared u ll not happy
my baby very good wan dun not happy ok? :P

cherish give u a BIGGGGGG kiss
Muakxzzzzzzzz

i love u
and miss u too

new specs.new vision

2010-08-28T13:49:00.003+08:00

got my new specs last night
not so bad right?
haha
the power didn't change
but everything look so clear to me now
i love my specs so much :D

1 more week to go
wish me luck :D

Happy 1000!

2010-08-09T23:58:00.002+08:00

and happy birthday to Singapore :D

feel proud of us
1000 is a big number
thanks for everything everything
you always shower me with lots lots of love
i know how u feel for me and we both think we can stick together longer than others :D
i'm a lucky woman
who found the right one
and u're the lucky man :p

looking forward for more zeros
haha
i'm too greedy
always
i love u

babies are so adorable, the best gift from god

2010-08-04T21:09:00.013+08:00

Date : 31st July 2010
Venue : Kulai cousin's house
Event : Jayden's and Jayna's 1st birthday

jayden

ehh?

hey!

oww...

jumping rabbit attacks!

ha!

jayna

i'm malaysia's next top model!

give me the biscuits!!!

a little girl at the party with special hairstyle (e2 zha1)

sis pulling aunt's new doggie, vivi (was trying to get the dog biscuit) out fr cupboard
ah chris beside my sis was staring at the biscuit dropped under the fridge

went out with baby few days ago. love the cute doggie shirt :D
i love this photo altho i looked weird enuf
love u :D lots and lots

taken outside my house when i'm locked outside
editted by me and now it's used as my hp background image
i know it's nice :P
and i always forget to bring my key
maybe my key dun like me :p

trials coming
hope i ll start to feel nervous and study
but the feeling always come during the last second
my brain works differently from others
maybe my heart too
so sad

maybe i should go and find the feeling first
bye bye, my blog
wake u up on 3rd of sept :D

Swimming in the sea of happiness

2010-07-30T23:26:00.008+08:00

有人告诉我
情侣间最重要的是信任
当你试图调查他的一举一动时
他不动声色
并不是代表他不关心你的感受
而是因为他非常相信你 :D

sometimes things are not like what you think of
is because you think too much and link every bad things together

sometimes don't see don't care is better than knowing everything
because if you found negative things you only make your mood worse

sometimes people don't explain to you
not because they don't dare to face
is because they trusted you and themselves

think of the positive side
and you will find out everyday is so wonderful

smile might not make things better
but definitely can make yourself happier

I've found my angels too
they are everywhere in my life :D
since i was born and till now
some people made my childhood life a wonderful memories
some taught me things that i can't learn from the textbooks
some gave me useful advice that changed my thinking
some made me grow up and not longer a baby girl
some love me that an aura of love is formed around me
and all these angels have made my life better than what i can ask for
i'm a lucky girl :D

life is so short
must achieve our goal only can die :p
my goal is very weird
maybe my brain works differently from the others
i want to get married and have kids and watch them grow
really weird rite??
i'm a traditional-minded woman
:p
i will have a bright future full of happiness
i always believe in it :D

bought a necklace today

cant squeeze another photo into the other love shaped

tuesday - me and cherish playing around tho i'm having exam in the next day

late id, nite :D

Cherish

2010-07-26T00:18:00.004+08:00

finally get to go out wif baby today
after 2 ++ months time
:D

watched despicable me together
really cute and funny
love the cute agnes and those funny little yellow 'cousins'

and i got my bday present today :D
it's our bear bear - Mr. Cherish and lots and lots of chocs
i named it and i think it's a boy
cos no pink ribbons on it
it's red
haha

played with cherish for a long time and i get so sleepy
:*
thanks baby for saying my hair is nice ( smell nice )
i miss u
again

2010-07-24T13:12:00.000+08:00

miao~
going out wif baby tmr
:D

bye bye

Best celebration ever ( with more photos :D )

2010-07-22T20:44:00.017+08:00

Venue : The Roost
No. of ppl : 17

Me, qing fang, xuan, lea, janice, liyin, yew yew, su liong, shuo, shze, jia jun, henry, dylan, kuok zhen, yong xin, wei vyy, ah moo

well i lazy to write so much :P
see the photos and u ll realize it's lyk a photo day :D

the tree on the wall..which i asked su liong aka squirrel to climb on

the super cute chair

a place where u can climb up..but difficult

cos of the scary stairs sticking to the wall and u dunno where u should step onto

cute rubic cube wall! special betul

we spent vy long time on how to arrange all the tables and chairs for 16 ppl

liyin and me..the third shot when finally both of us looked nice
she said she love me today = =||| haha..no we are not lesbian :D

i hv never seen they 2 take photo together b4 :D

yew yew and ah fang! also the third shot :P

shuo and henry

me

i said 1, 2, 3 shoot then they started singing the bday song

most of the girls saying : i wan the strawberry on the cake!!

all the boys at the balcony

when going back..the super scary stairs

had a fun day :D
hope kz or janice's bday ll hv more fun
din get to take photos when i running after jia jun and henry
they are juz too qian4 da3 and nice to bully
hahaha

baby's currently at kl
miss him damn much
i dun usually use the word 'damn'
really miss him haha
i'm bcoming crazy gf :p

trials coming
aih
anyone cares for the ujian bulanan?
hate stupid sej
the oni subject hv to study all
hope they ll cancel sej next time
aaaaaaaaaa

oh ya
here are some of my childhood photos..love those time

stare at the camera..i'm the one with short hair then is sis and bro

suddenly break into laughter

daddy :)

us with dad and mum's fren

my super chubby time :D
ya i'm the one in green swimsuit haha

ok la enuf

bye :D

wok wok!

2010-07-20T21:37:00.004+08:00

love teacup poodles!
so cute

and the clothes they wear :D

u can actually put them into a real teacup!!
so mini so cute

ll try to get one when i'm rich :D
luckily he's not allergic to fur
lol

i miss u
lots and lots
:*

知足

2010-07-18T18:08:00.005+08:00

i might not have a very special name

but at least it is easy to remember

i might not have special dishes to eat

but at least i have my mum's suan4 pan2 zi3

i might not have the best outfit to wear

but at least i have a cute polka dots skirt from sis

i might not have very expensive present for my birthday

but at least i have precious one from my friends and family

i might not have a super perfect family

but i know they love me wherever they are

i might not have the coolest friends in the world

but i know they will be there for me when i'm afraid

i might not have the most handsome guy as my bf

but i know he is the one in my life

i might not be a miss universe or american idol

but i know i'm a little princess in someone's heart

i might not have the whole world in my hand

but i know i can hold a little bit of it

知足常乐
i'm contented with what i owned and i will cherish them till my last breathe
thanks for everyone or everything that make my life full of happiness
:D
love u all so much
muakxzzz

tat someday may come

2010-07-16T21:34:00.004+08:00

had dinner wif mummy and her friend juz now

liyin say im pretty today
haha make me so happy

yesterday was su liong's bday
we went to the best chicken chop and made so much noise till some customers complaint
and look who we all keep looking at
su liong and his princess
haha

mis my baby vy much
i oso wan to see u :p

suddenly lyk torres vy much
baby's fault =p

and i love this video
it makes me melt lol

(IK = Iker Casillas SC= Sara Carbonero)

SC: Tell me how the stuff happened.
IK: what do you want me to tell you? (ironic)
SC: how you are and what you feel
IK: it´s a very happy moment, we deserved victory from begining to end and i want to thank people who always believed in me, my parents, my brother... (cryes)
SC: Don't worry, let´s talk about the match...
IK: No... my friends and You... (and kisses her)
SC: "Oh my god"... ok, we continue later... ok "J"? (the journalist)

spotted a vy bright star tat day
and i looked at it for a long time made some wishes
hope ll come true someday
:D

dinner wif mummy

2010-07-08T20:07:00.005+08:00

juz oni came back from dinner wif mummy
at mummy's fren's japanese restaurant

mummy chatting wif her fren

beautiful decoration

tadaaaa

the restaurant is full wif plants

waiting for food

i ate sushi

the leaf is wasabi!

mummy still ate saba fish set.as usual

two more mango singlet today :D
they are not the colour u saw
due to some light problem

mood is not bad today
SPAIN won! yoohoo!
i love u Paul! (the octopus)
muakxzzz

seventeen

2010-07-07T20:07:00.007+08:00

thanks everyone for their wishes
and oso the presents :D

a card from jia sin ( i dunno which one is me haha)

together wif a rabbit (which i tot was a dog at first)

handmade pins and hairband from my team and a card tat sings

cards from yun xuan (she made it for the whole nite and got sick :) )

purse from xuan lea fang janice and eleen

from liyin kuok zhen and 7 more boys (shuo shze su liong henry jia jun and not sure who else)

together wif a bag (liyin said it suits me vy much :D )

mango shirt from chai teng and henry + my RM9

and the cutest of all (a handmade keychain from wen xiang)

KAKA!!!

a book of everyone's wishes for me

dunno why dylan wrote his name as maria.lol

and chue wen xiang draw me as an aeroplane

all the presents

oh ya
en.sharull gave me a pendrive today!
thanks so much teacher
i really need one

they said bday girls look prettier
hope i can be bday girl eriday
so ll stay pretty eriday
haha

this year bday shold be a wonderful one
but dunno why my mood is very day these few days
maybe cos of stress
or maybe cos brasil lose to holland
i miss everyone
kaka
my baby
and daddy :(

no bday wishes from daddy this year and oso next year next next or next next next... year
so weird and i still cant get used to it
and no baby's company
i haven get my present from u yet, mr. rabbit tan :p

din really think bout my future seriously
hope it won be too bad
i still prefer to be a little child
altho i noe it cant last forever
still hv to grow up and face all the troubles
my life is not bad tho
but i still wan it to be better
am i too greedy?

all the handsome guys hv been kicked out from world cup
left torres alone
so gud luck SPAIN!
hope the octopus won get wrong
we trust u mr./miss octo!
:p

oh Brasil :(

2010-07-03T00:21:00.004+08:00

oh Kaka...

wat a stupid match
wif a sissy referee
and a stupid own goal
so sad now
i hate bald head and there are so many of them in holland team
stupid

hope argentina ll win
or maybe spain

not holland pls
i hate their jersey too

finally can on9!

2010-07-01T17:17:00.001+08:00

vy sick now
ll update next time

i love KAKA!!!

miss u my baby
sleep well

purplish

2010-05-15T13:25:00.003+08:00

new crocs shoes
should be sis's wan but too big for her
i think they look lyk penguin head
lol cute

exam's coming
gud luck for everyone who sit for exam next week
:D

bye

bowling bowl

2010-05-08T10:45:00.004+08:00

our last outing before he go to melaka
lunch at niniq!
and then halfway no electricity

too hot so we walk to leisure mall and play bowling

to peanut

2010-04-24T19:48:00.002+08:00

someone's hp cant use these few days
so im bored to death right now
he's not checking out whether i got study or not
:p so lazy to study
but still ll study so dun worry haha
dunno where is he now
melaka?
maybe in car coming back
i dunno
miss him so much
u noe who are u
:p

i miss u peanut
haha
muakxzzz :3
my hair is vy short

heyhey

2010-04-11T13:10:00.001+08:00

miss my baby so much
cant wait to see him
:3
stupid exam coming soon
:(
i ll jia you wan
muakxzzz

my number 1 daddy

2010-03-06T14:05:00.005+08:00

never expected this thing ll happen so early
tot i can still let daddy see i bcome a doctor
buy him expensive wine
build him a big fridge to put beer lyk the heineken advertisement
promised him i ll get no1 in exam which i think i ll never do tat
and get scholarship tat i never think bout
daddy said he ll vy happy if i can get
he said it lyk...last month?
last month
we still celebrate cny together in kulai
watching daddy get drunk and keep talking stg we dunno
then we make fun of him
but now
i cant even smile a bit
i hv lost my daddy
my wonderful daddy
the wan who works oversea for so many years
to make our life better
and we din really appreciate it
spend money lyk we are rich lyk tat
din really company daddy when he come back here
feel so regret now
for everything i owe my daddy
gud results
a plan for my future
and bcome a more guai daughter
altho u hv leave early
but we ll put u in our heart forever
u ll always be our super daddy
who sacrifice so much for us and never complain and say u tired
i love u daddy
i won disappointed u again
i ll make u feel proud of me up there
u ll watch at us pray for us there wan right?
hope u won feel so sad when u see us crying here
hope mummy ll be ok
she always say wan to go stay wif u in korea after i graduate
poor mummy dunno how sad she is now
me and sis ll take care of mummy
daddy dun worry
bye, daddy
i love u so much
miss u

2010-03-05T22:34:00.002+08:00

Never let the fear of striking out, keep you from playing the game.

watched back A Cinderella Story juz now
keep thinking what Sam's dad told her (quote above)
dun really noe why
maybe im too sien or stg else
:(